I WANT TO PURSUE MY DREAMS :)

whats worse than being trapped inside your house for nearly a week. only get to sleep, eat, watch t.v and use the computer. i really want to go outside and explore the world. i want to be older so i can pursue my dreams (but everyone says that when your older you'd want to be younger again)and that is to be a famous pastry chef. i know it doesn't seem I'll get far but i know i will. just believe in yourself and everything will come out fine. i want to make the best tasting cakes. everyone from around the world would come for my cake shop. i want to open and a shop with a friend that wants to also be a pastry chef (so i don't get as much pressure and i can take my time in doing other desserts like caramel slice, hedgehogs, brownies etc).

Holidays!!!

its the holidays! it might sound fun but its always the most boring thing ever! it feels like i'm in jail in my own house i live in. i haven't been out since....like.....Tuesday! and today's a Saturday!! i feel like a total freak cause all i do is sit at the computer 24/7 sleep, eat and watch t.v. haven't done anything else really. it's the most boring experience ever! my dads away for a couple of days so he can't take me anywhere. my oldest brother never takes me anywhere and my other brother can't drive me cause he doesn't have his license. last but not least, my mum. she's the one that always traps me. i'm sick and tired of always having to stay with her. i feel like a bird with no wings. i can be free and do what i feel comfortable in doing. i can't wonder around. i can't even walk to my nearest park which is just down my street. Thats how it is at my house. nothings normal. i can't be myself around her. i get her mad, i won't be able to do anything! i feel like i have the worst life in the whole world.