Holidays!!!

its the holidays! it might sound fun but its always the most boring thing ever! it feels like i'm in jail in my own house i live in. i haven't been out since....like.....Tuesday! and today's a Saturday!! i feel like a total freak cause all i do is sit at the computer 24/7 sleep, eat and watch t.v. haven't done anything else really. it's the most boring experience ever! my dads away for a couple of days so he can't take me anywhere. my oldest brother never takes me anywhere and my other brother can't drive me cause he doesn't have his license. last but not least, my mum. she's the one that always traps me. i'm sick and tired of always having to stay with her. i feel like a bird with no wings. i can be free and do what i feel comfortable in doing. i can't wonder around. i can't even walk to my nearest park which is just down my street. Thats how it is at my house. nothings normal. i can't be myself around her. i get her mad, i won't be able to do anything! i feel like i have the worst life in the whole world.